This is me. I'm a 19 year old Canadian with a dedicated relationship to dubstep,weed and terrible luck I'm stubborn and blunt. Honesty is the only policy; i'm a terrible liar. I'm clumsy and awkward to the core. I don't eat anything with a face; friends not food. I blog about long distance relationships, the music, people and things I love, and my terribely awkward stumble down the path of life.
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I just want to take a moment to assure you that I AM in fact alive and well(relative term) and simply have been spending most of my time on studying and making some tough decisions! As per usual, you’ll get to hear all about them, just as soon as I move home for the summer and can dedicate much more of my time to blogging!
Love xo
This is how Wednesdays been looking
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I’m .15 away from being accepted to the third year of my program. I missed my thyroid ultrasound that took a month to get, and tonight I have to end the most amazing relationship I have ever been apart of. I feel weak, tired and generally unhealthy. I don;t love myself, at this point I could even say I dislike myself. But it’s time for the pity party to end, because in order for me to like who I am as a person some things need to change.
1. I need to make my health my top prioriety. I understand that all these tests are going to take some time, but in the mean time I’m going to start eating properly, whether my thyroid problem wants me to or not!! My iron needs some help and I plan on re introducing meat into my life this summer. I’m also hoping this will help my hair regrow and I won’t have to wear extensions anymore. I need to cut out the weed and cigs, they aren’t helping my heart as it tries to deal with my metabolism hopping all over the place. I want to love my body again, and stop punishing it with all this stress.
2. I need to smarten the fuck up and realize that university is NOT a joke. I wouldn’t be nearly as anxious about it if I put half the time I put into doing nothing into school work, and then I wouldn’t be in this position.
3. I need to end my relationship. I know that long distance is hard, and it’s what I signed up for, but not knowing if I’ll ever see my boyfriend again makes it impossible for us to have even what long distance couples consider normal. I know I’m going to miss him, but if I’m going to feel this lonely, I should be alone. I do not love myself enough to love another person and this is yet another thing I’m beating myself up over right now. My boyfriend is amazing and I love him very much. No boy will ever compare to how amazing he treated me. But he is not here and I can’t continue to spend my life waiting for something that isn’t even guarenteed.
Time to stop whinning and actually do some things to make myself feel better. This time I’ll save myself.
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